the freezer is almost empty of yummy and delicious fisihies from the sea. time again to venture out upon the ocean towards deep water where no cities can be seen all with the hope of restocking the freezer. soon, soon, soon i say the salt will sting my eyes and make bitter my tongue as fish after fish becomes my prize.

only 3 more weeks until we set sail for a real family event, well all family except for the alcoholic from the center that will replace my alcoholic uncle who is now off the wagon and unfit for the sea. my good ole uncle always throwing a curve into the mix, he is the alcoholic with the stack-o-dui's and i get stuck with a buddy of his on a boat for 18 hours without a beer. see dad says we should respect others and since the guy is a recovering alcohol i should not drink while the drunk is on the boat. i say leave the drunk behind so i can drink , does this make since.

he--multi dui, loser, cant control drinking, lost wife, kids, house.

me- drink responsibly, no drink and drink, 3 drink max, no dui(never drink and drive).

so why am i the one being punished here?

ok i know ahhd and all plus the can't put sentences together properly thing is a bad way to draw readers. run on run on fragment is my game.

anyway i do this for me to keep my fingers happy, and my mind.

and by the way i eat every damnable one of those fish. yummy.

Dreams of other things

Today i built a new drawer for the kitchen because the old one was shit. Now finding it more durable and sturdy than the other drawers one must consider building all new drawers for the kitchen. Question to myself, self, is it worth the time and effort? not sure i must reply to myself with a brief pause before deciding it must be done at any cost or that little space in the back of the ole brain will niggle at me until it is done.
Also been spending alot of time cleaning up this half acre peice of heaven which means alot of time spent with one of the worlds greatest tools. Yes i am talking of the wonderful multipurpose invention known as a Chainsaw. i have even used it to open a can of beer, no i do not condone the use of a chainsaw while drinking but what the hell one needs liquid refreshment whilst carving up the landscape on a sunny septmber afternoon. the added bonus of visibly slinging about a chainsaw while having a cold one is that the neighborhood busy bodies tend to not bother you during the course of your work. fewer distractions leads to fewer mistakes one must rationalize.
now you can not over indulge with the liquid bliss while using the chainsaw or a limb of the wrong sort may be detattched by means of an accident. so please be careful operating anything that can remove body parts and enjoying a nice warm beer.